BAHAHA..just shut your mouth

yee

i love this song, it has such good meaning behind it.. we should shake up the mountains with our praise.. it feels so long since ive felt at peace with God... i think i need to stop distracting myself and put my priorities straight.

dammn

finding a good date to go snowboarding is proving difficult and elusive :[

i got friggen detained cuz i didnt go snowboarding >:O

blah blah

sick of this feeling.

hey folks :]

just wanted to share with yall an artist named Ebrahim and his album goldrush, the guys gota ear for music its so catchy :D

random blog

friggen raccoons dude

cheehooo?

lately people have always wondered what cheehoo meant.. sooo
the dictionary's meaning of CHEEHOOO - Hawaiian island yell when highly excited

my meaning of cheehooo - i picked it up as a kid and now i say it when i wanna yell out for example... when just about to ride that nice wave i yell...cheehooo or when i just smacked charlies face and run away while he chases me i yell...cheehooo! there is your answer my friends.

damn life is so dull these days -___-

yee

mt high officially opens friday... let the season begin :D

i boldly say HAHA

... im sleepy these days haha whata draggg

1, 2 WHOOP WHOOP

senioritis to the max? :] still have plenty of hw and did not even start hahaha -___-

steve aoki is a very awkward lookin fellow

hehe

fun weekend :] its been a while since ive been able to do something like that with all my church friends cant wait for paintballing and snowboarding :D haha just wish the fun days would go slower and boring days faster... stupid school :P

1 john 4:4

"You, dear children, are from God and have overcome them, because the one who is in you is greater then the one who is in the world."

daydreaming

it seems like ive been doin it everyday lately.. its kinda relaxing letting my mind fly away on long drives or in boring classes as i listen to music or the blabberings of teachers... in a way ive been out of it, but at the same time not ina bad way.

p.s. snowboard season is right around the bend YEEE! :D

yeee

mm

im beginning to love wongfu videos on youtube.. its some of the stuff is pretty damn true.. anyways that was just something random i wanted to say.. its pretty late right now... cant seem to fall asleep today haha. Today was a good day. even though i was suppose to dedicate it to college apps =/ ah well... haha it seems like everyones blogs are basically the same now a days because nothing new and intresting is happening thses days. Nothing news happening to me lately either haha. I need some change here :[ lol.

i like this song... but its suppose to be a sad song :p

=/

why does growing up have to come so fast... im already on my last year of high school.. so much stuff i need to do... so much stuff i need to fix.. the era of no worries all play are basically gone :p its adulthood here i come.

new start?

i guess thats the hype a lot of people are aiming for these days.. glad to hear about it :] "as one door closes another one opens".. dont remember where i heard that from but i like it :]

breezy

these are my friends.

love em all man haha... its nights like this where nostalgia kicks you in the ddongko.(for the other people im closest too... if ur not here. we need to take a good picture to add to my fun memories)






i gotta throw this guy in this list :]

glad

im not sick :[ even joe got sick -___- dang.. so many sick people lately...no lie lol

haha

:] hello everyone im doing spanish hw.yeee! big brother chang is leaving in 6 days :[ time to make moments last :] time to live life :] carpe diem.

monotony

theres not much to write about in my blog these days... everyday seems so similar lol its just wake up (15 minutes after alarm), shower, then go school, stay awake in some classes sleep in the other classes, socialize with friends, go lees do hw/tutor, eat, 24 or more socializing. My days are so simple and boring these days.. yet if anything its so strange and for some reason i tend to leave my time with God out of this monotony... Its funny how God time should be apart of my monotonous life style.. but its not =/ i guess i got to work on that... maybe this will be the key to change in my lifestyle haha who knows..maybe after more time spent with God.. maybe he'll add that kick in life ive been searching for. :].

wanna draw like this :[

hmmm

i dont think ima go homecoming this year O.o ... cant seem to find a date and damn why are dances so expensive =/

and yeeee this next week and a halfs gonna be bommb... welcome home brother chang :]


this is soo sickkk

disney

what happend to the old dinsey :[ i hate all this new disney garbage -____- its like changing cute lil micky in to this...

damnnn

I JUST HAD AN ADVENTURE with danny jay and darky...


heres the story.. dont wanna retype it so i copyed a aim convo i took out part of the persons sn to protect their identity :D... jk lol
SAYS (12:26:09 AM): ..........
SAYS (12:26:11 AM): LOL!
joshylikepie (12:26:24 AM): LOL
joshylikepie (12:26:25 AM): alright
joshylikepie (12:26:26 AM): so
joshylikepie (12:26:29 AM): friggen
joshylikepie (12:26:31 AM): after we ate
joshylikepie (12:26:32 AM): and crap
joshylikepie (12:26:34 AM): i gotta kinda
joshylikepie (12:26:39 AM): pumped up
joshylikepie (12:26:41 AM): and stressed
joshylikepie (12:26:43 AM): i guess
joshylikepie (12:26:49 AM): cuz darky did somethings stupid
joshylikepie (12:26:50 AM): so
joshylikepie (12:26:58 AM): we decided to blow off soem steam at the gym
joshylikepie (12:26:59 AM): with danny
joshylikepie (12:27:00 AM): and jay
joshylikepie (12:27:01 AM): and like
joshylikepie (12:27:04 AM): after the gym
joshylikepie (12:27:04 AM): darky
joshylikepie (12:27:06 AM): came up
joshylikepie (12:27:09 AM): with the crazy idea
joshylikepie (12:27:13 AM): of walking from jays house
joshylikepie (12:27:15 AM): to our house
joshylikepie (12:27:17 AM): so that
joshylikepie (12:27:20 AM): jay could sleep
joshylikepie (12:27:20 AM): over
joshylikepie (12:27:25 AM): so we decided to do that...
joshylikepie (12:27:27 AM): but as we went
joshylikepie (12:27:30 AM): we realized
joshylikepie (12:27:36 AM): that the fine was 400
joshylikepie (12:27:37 AM): dollars
joshylikepie (12:27:39 AM): for curfew
SAYS (12:27:44 AM): LOL
joshylikepie (12:27:45 AM): so we started hoping fences
SAYS (12:27:46 AM): SAME FOR US
joshylikepie (12:27:51 AM): and cutting through
joshylikepie (12:27:56 AM): apartments
SAYS (12:27:56 AM): throughh houses?
SAYS (12:27:57 AM): LOL
joshylikepie (12:27:58 AM): yeaaa
SAYS (12:28:03 AM): K KEEP GOIN
joshylikepie (12:28:04 AM): so we wont get exposed on the main street
joshylikepie (12:28:05 AM): then
joshylikepie (12:28:06 AM): like
joshylikepie (12:28:07 AM): we hopped
joshylikepie (12:28:09 AM): this one fence
joshylikepie (12:28:14 AM): and as i hoped over
joshylikepie (12:28:20 AM): im extremely tired from the gym
joshylikepie (12:28:22 AM): so i needed help
joshylikepie (12:28:24 AM): to hop
joshylikepie (12:28:24 AM): it
joshylikepie (12:28:28 AM): and its a HUUUGE
joshylikepie (12:28:29 AM): fence
joshylikepie (12:28:32 AM): so i got over
joshylikepie (12:28:33 AM): but then
joshylikepie (12:28:33 AM): danny
joshylikepie (12:28:34 AM): and jay
joshylikepie (12:28:36 AM): and darky
joshylikepie (12:28:38 AM): from the otherside
joshylikepie (12:28:40 AM): see a lady
joshylikepie (12:28:42 AM): on the other side
SAYS (12:28:45 AM): HAHA
joshylikepie (12:28:47 AM): talking on the phone
joshylikepie (12:28:53 AM): looking out her window
joshylikepie (12:28:58 AM): and it turns out she was calling the cops
joshylikepie (12:29:02 AM): and i was carrying
joshylikepie (12:29:05 AM): 2 back packs
joshylikepie (12:29:06 AM): cuz darky
joshylikepie (12:29:09 AM): gave me hyis
SAYS (12:29:12 AM): mhmm
joshylikepie (12:29:13 AM): so i looked like a robber
joshylikepie (12:29:14 AM): so
joshylikepie (12:29:15 AM): danny
joshylikepie (12:29:17 AM): was like
joshylikepie (12:29:19 AM): CRAP JOSH
joshylikepie (12:29:22 AM): wat are u gonna do?!
joshylikepie (12:29:26 AM): and i cant rehop the fence
joshylikepie (12:29:28 AM): so i tell em
joshylikepie (12:29:29 AM): to go
joshylikepie (12:29:33 AM): around
SAYS (12:29:33 AM): ITS LIKE A MOVIE
SAYS (12:29:34 AM): AHAHHA
joshylikepie (12:29:36 AM): and ill meet em up
joshylikepie (12:29:43 AM): so i friggen
joshylikepie (12:29:44 AM): jet
joshylikepie (12:29:46 AM): through
joshylikepie (12:29:53 AM): and cut through more fences
joshylikepie (12:29:56 AM): and hop
joshylikepie (12:29:57 AM): it into
joshylikepie (12:30:04 AM): the main road
joshylikepie (12:30:06 AM): so im exposed
joshylikepie (12:30:08 AM): to cops now
joshylikepie (12:30:09 AM): -____-
joshylikepie (12:30:17 AM): so i hi tailed my butt to
joshylikepie (12:30:21 AM): the suburbs
joshylikepie (12:30:29 AM): where my house can be reached with out
joshylikepie (12:30:34 AM): being next to the main road
joshylikepie (12:30:37 AM): but meanwhile
joshylikepie (12:30:46 AM): jay darky and danny
joshylikepie (12:30:51 AM): got caught by that lady
SAYS (12:30:55 AM): HAHA NO WAY
joshylikepie (12:30:57 AM): and she took a pic of them
joshylikepie (12:31:02 AM): thinking they vandalized her car
joshylikepie (12:31:03 AM): the other
joshylikepie (12:31:03 AM): day
joshylikepie (12:31:06 AM): so they told her
SAYS (12:31:08 AM): .... what the heck
joshylikepie (12:31:11 AM): the story of not wanting a ticket
joshylikepie (12:31:12 AM): and crap
joshylikepie (12:31:13 AM): so
joshylikepie (12:31:19 AM): she gave em a ride
joshylikepie (12:31:20 AM): but...
joshylikepie (12:31:21 AM): the thing
joshylikepie (12:31:25 AM): was she still took a pic...
joshylikepie (12:31:26 AM): anyways
joshylikepie (12:31:34 AM): as i got through the neighborhood
joshylikepie (12:31:38 AM): i had to keep runnning
joshylikepie (12:31:43 AM): cuz i looked really suspicious
joshylikepie (12:31:48 AM): cus i had two backpacks
joshylikepie (12:31:49 AM): -____-
joshylikepie (12:31:51 AM): and
joshylikepie (12:31:51 AM): then
joshylikepie (12:31:53 AM): i took a rest
joshylikepie (12:31:57 AM): when i heard danny
joshylikepie (12:31:58 AM): and darky
joshylikepie (12:32:01 AM): and jay were coming up
joshylikepie (12:32:02 AM): the hill
joshylikepie (12:32:03 AM): but
joshylikepie (12:32:07 AM): turns out
joshylikepie (12:32:10 AM): i was next to a car
joshylikepie (12:32:13 AM): FULL OF GIRLS
joshylikepie (12:32:20 AM): and they were like freaking out
joshylikepie (12:32:28 AM): cuz they thougt i was a frggien stalker...
joshylikepie (12:32:31 AM): -_____-
joshylikepie (12:32:36 AM): and like
joshylikepie (12:32:37 AM): yea
SAYS (12:32:40 AM): HAHAHAHAH
joshylikepie (12:32:43 AM): we eventualy made it home
SAYS (12:32:46 AM): THIS
joshylikepie (12:32:47 AM): and now were eating chimichangas
SAYS (12:32:50 AM): MAKES MY STORY
SAYS (12:32:52 AM): LOOK LIKE
SAYS (12:32:58 AM): A NURSERY RHYME OR SOMETHING
SAYS (12:33:00 AM): LOL

i soo tired today mann

iono why i so tired today mann it drive me nutts.. lol thank God for this weekend ima sleep in LIKE CRRRRAZY on saturday :D

i swear in time this is gonna be me at school if i keep this up

another one of those restless nights.

i never realized it.. but its good to have these blog things in a way i guess its my own way to vent to people without actually dumping the weight of my problems on to their shoulders but at the same time cuz its public i can always be open to advice. anyways... i still cant shake this awkward feeling ive been getting these days... i mean its not like im depressed or unhappy cuz hell ull see me smiling most of the time u see me cuz thats just who i am :]... but this is the side of me that ive been trying to hold down and figure out myself... and i just cant figure it out anymore.. it feels like theres this hole... and i just cant figure it out... Its like back when life was simple, fun, ignorant to the messed up world everything was happy.. i was on track with God, healthy, everyone was CLEAN, diligent, life was good. but now days i just dont get it... WHY CANT I GET ON TRACK anymore... like i feel like such a hypocrite these days saying I WANT to CHANGE now... but give it an hour or two and the mind set of change turns into i dont give a crap. I have no intention of writing a cheesy blog about LIFE that just seems deep and cool... this is what i think and im sick of feeling like a derailed train headed straight for a cliff.. the question is how do i get the train on track again... it just makes me stumble and makes me feel empty that i cant fix this problem. i want this hole in my life to filled up again... i guess i basically need God i need that certain revival again. All i can do is put 100% effort into change and learn about the word.. and pray "God please grant me the strength to turn from the influences, give me the strength to be the CHANGE, give me the strength to not be a hypocrite but rather a respected, caring, genuine friend to everyone and at the same time a holy (set apart) christian." I want a revival.. not just to myself but for EVERYONE.. haha remember the times when retreat or missions would just end and EVERYONE would be on fire for God doing the RIGHT thing all the time... i want that.. i want that so badly.. just how... how can i change.. how can people change.. God i pray you can help me start by being the influence now... i wanna devout myself to constantly become the change... damn thats so repetitive by now..."change" but ay i guess thats the theme in my life these days.. things have turned for the worse so now i want change. I want to be a pastor when i grow up.. and i used to wonder what can i say to change people. And i figured lately.. turns out i do have a testimony.. in a way its all about change.. accepting God is all about a 180 degree turn away from sin.. Its such a struggle to be a christian.. but what separates Christians from non believers is the fact that we TRY to change we LOVE God and although we dont get saved by actions.. because of the love we have for God we exert that love ina physical form to show the world Gods love and to ultimately serve him... haha time to mature...

times are getting harder

so listen this is whats on my mind right now.. dont ask questions why or what evers im just venting out my thoughts... Things are getting wack now... too much crap being talked about us.. to much changes for the worst... friends getting into fights.. friends breaking apart.. Love breaking apart.. wthell mann is it just me or what is going on to everybody. Maybe im just over analyzing crap but yea.. i need change now. IM so sick of everything just flushing down the crap hole lately... what happened to the times where things were CLEAN FUN.. times where we would think about our lives and only see bliss, friendship, more days of fun up ahead, ignorance to the outside world of drugs,sex,crime. What happened to the simple times. haha i always knew things will only get harder but dang i didnt know there be so much change with it. its like i dont even recognize some people anymore.

anyways sorry bad day = i need to vent out somehow...

in the meantime theres a flip side.. who said that just cuz things in my eyes seem wack, makes everything messed up. Everyone has their bad days i guess mines just had to come today.. but days almost over and its a fresh start for me in a bout 10 minutes or less haha. Speaking of fresh start i cant wait for this winter to hit with full force... :] well a word of advice from me... dont keep the bad stuff from letting u smile... Smile all the time... even at the lil things dont let one bad day,friend,relationship,teacher,etc close your eyes to the wonders of the rest of the world God gave us.. and remember ignorance is bliss if yall know what im talking about... who said being innocent was ever a bad thing.
anyways time for me to stop venting like a weirdo and time for me to live life happily again. Sighh i need to rely on God remember... even through ur hardest moments doesnt mean God isnt always there.. he loves you and hes always got your back and Thank God i have him backing me up iono how id live without him :]. good riddance to this day.

swim day

I LOVE swimming at andrews.. it was fun today... now another week of school :[

by the way frozen grapes after a hot day... <3

i just had to put this up...

waiting.

these days iono why but i feel like im waiting for something. Its weird cuz i dont even know what im waiting for. im sorry if im rambling but yea it just feels like the only reason things aint so crappy right now is the fact that the thing that im waiting for is coming. Could it be more fun times again? A day when everyone is clean again? A day where i will finaly get a car? The day winter comes? The day GOD comes?? IONO its weird. All i know is i feel kinda lost these days and i just want to feel like everythings gonna be alright again. On top of that.. i feel distant from God right now.. its like school just made it worse in a way. Now i have about 6 more hours of chaos that i gotta try and fit God into.. BUT i WILL do it. God is my priority and no matter how hard it is to do make God my priority sometimes im gonna do it. I hate having this feeling when i feel so distant from God. I want to have those feelings after good retreats where EVERYONE including yourself is soo pumped up for God.. its just an amazing feeling to me except rather than having a spiritual crash later in the year, I want to continue having a great relation with God. Maybe this is what i was waiting for haha... having a better relation with God again... funny i just answered my own question -__-.

... im sorry for my non sense blog just felt like typing something that was in my mind.

KOGI TRUCK!

it was quite bombdigety... ive never had a galbi burrito or bul gogi taco... mann koreans and their crazy ideas :].


Well to be honest this night was the first real fun i had all week... i mean schools all peachy and all but its going by too slowly... i want the weekend again... so funny story.. on my second day of school my teacher was going over the rules and apparently i cant stay awake these days -___- so right when shes going over the importance of paying attention... turns out i was sleeping while she said that... and i sit right in front of her... and wats more ghetto was the fact that my friends just laughed at how stupid i looked... friends can be such jerks. i bet my econ teacher hates me now... sighhh school.

sighhh

schools a dragg







it goes by soo slowly these days -___-

i could only wait for it.

these days i want winter to come soo fast... iono why its like im sick of summer now... i want the joys of winter to come along now. No more hot weather, no more trouble, new season.. new start. Im looking foreward to that winter gloom. that small joy i get out of waking up to a rainy day. the joy i get out of having friends around on a cold day. the joy out of watching rain and thunderstorms. the joy of going to the mountains for snow. the joy of CHRISTmas. HAHA if im lucky maybe the joy of having a special girl to hold onto when im freezing my butt off.. but thats just wishful thinking :]. its funny cuz every year when summers ending i get sick of the beach, surfing, weather, sun, and i want winter, snowboarding, cold... yet when winters about to end i wish for all of it back.... lol lifes funny like that.

this is the image i got in my mind when i thought of friends during the winter... these snow monkeys are so funny to me for some reason... they seemed so layed back. i wish i could hot bath everyday :]

i hate...

getting into trouble... i cant drive and my parents made me take out my earrings thats so wack -___-

the tables in life can be turned around soo damn fast.. one minute my life is flying high as im trying to live the last bits of summer... tyring to fight off the nostalgic feelings of the past events this summer.. but hahah great job mann.. i get in trouble in the last bit of summer. Damn.. why do i have to make such stupid decisions sometimes... why do i forget how important obedience is.. i can be such a failure sometimes.. i hate that.. i hate being an effin failure, it kills me. i cant take the disgrace of letting down God ONCE again. letting my parents down ONCE again. I think thats one of my worst fears.. letting down the people i love. Not living up to their standards... jeez. How the tides in life can change from a nice high tide to a mind blowing low tide. well atleast i know the tides will rise again over time...

damn

theres a hole in my wall.. my parents are gonna kill me -____-



anyways :[ schools gonna start.. i guess that times are gonna change now.. most of the people i chilled with during summer is gonna go off into their school clicks again. Grades and college apps are speeding their way to me. Long days of class are here again. Tutors and much more are here. But lets look at it on the bright side then :] theres gonna be new friends, new opportunities, more fun times, different seasons, maybe new girl? haha but yea schools here again and thats the point. im a senior now.


p.s. im really starting to miss snowboaring



snow was nice that year -->

listen to Godspeed cats and dogs. by seriously in my playlist.

Alright... so its come to my attention that there has been way to unhappy people out their lately... Why are ppl so down lately?... is it girls/boys? regrets? hard times? friendship troubles?... what ever the cause is... dont be a pessimist be an optimist. THERS ALWAYS THE ALWAYS A BRIGHT SIDE... you just have to pull your head outa your ddongko (butthole) and search for the bright side. When ever you feel like you hit a point of rock bottom remember you can always get up and start again.. start fresh. Dont linger on problems lifes to short. God has a reason for everything. listen to this people.. we have a fresh new school year to turn from hurt and crap and start fresh... "winters gone and all the clouds over my head have gone away,summers come i hope the sun is here to stay... the rain has gone away... the rain has gone away.. the rain has gone away.."

har har

street legal baby! only missed 3 :D


well to be honest.. getting a liscense was a bigger deal to me then i thought O.o. Its not just a slip of paper or a card that says you can now drive alone and gives you a hand held identity in society. But its kinda like this is one of my rights of passage in life. Just like marriage is a right of passage for couples or kids is a right of passage for a growing family... the drivers lisence to me is my right of passage sayin... i aint no kiddo no more... like dayummm haha i remember the elementry days i used to spend in hawaii or the middle school days meeting new folks and the early high school days where times were fun and i didnt have to worry about the future yet.. but now i am a senior almost at the age to be called a legal adult... "the time is now" haha. funny how time can make an individual change soo much.. from birth to growth to death. God help me stay on track as i grow... thats all i pray for.

drivers test tomorrow.

all of those people who will eventualy get rides from me... wish me luck on my test :P i pray i do well haha. cuz if i dont do well on my test... my pops and moma is gonna kill me for not practicing enough :D...

district 9

iono about other ppl but for me... this movie was pretty damn good and i definitely suggest people watch this while its still in theaters.

in another note... my mom and dad put a frog in our fish tank its so tiny haha ima name it frogger.

bleghhh

seriously time to grow up...
enough is enough haha.

hmmmm

today was cloudy yea?

hansel and gretel

sooo recently moses referred me to this korean movie called Hansel and Gretel.. it was a pretty good movie.. whata trip O.o

anyways so its currently 2:05 right now and this are a couple things running through my mind.
-damn school
-FOCUS on God
-shes interesting...hmmmmm
-"winters gone and all the clouds over my head have gone away, summers come i hope the sun is here to stayyy.. cuz the rain has gone away... cus the rain has gone away.. cuz the rain has gone awayyy."
-why the heck am i staying up so late
-i miss you.
-God i love all my best friends..
-nostalgia is soo bittersweet.

nostalgia

its funny how even the most random of songs can bring you so much missed memories.

starry nights

today was the meteor shower. i couldnt see any meteors tonight but ay... a night out with all your friends under the stars in a large open grassy park while listening to chill music makes up for everything. Honestly only God can make such a beautiful moment. haha this is what the real meaning of summer is. itll be sad when ppl will have to depart to different colleges and nights like this will fade away. Might as well make the most of it and enjoy every last second like tonight. LOL all we did was sit around thinking "damn i wish i had a girl right now." but even with out a girl in my life right now.. i think i can honestly say im 100% happy right now. i can only thank God for that. I say ppl should stop worrying about all their crap and just kick it with the true friends and look at the stars.

retreat

haha man... i gotta say i had lots of laughs, lots of friends, lots of fun... and a "revival"... something to tell me that man ive been pretty unchristian like and its time for me to be the change... be the example... be mature. hahah well yea good times... and damn mannn one of the funniest memories was:
-scaring the hell outa paul
-michelle and irene slow dancing with charlie
-MR. buffant with darky
-jason's crab toes and ppls "j's"
-and many more stuff that i cannot remember at this hour.


time just goes too fast... time is short ppl... live life for God and to the fullest.

damn..

wthell...

i found my new crush....

so my friends recently introduced me to this girl....



at 1:33 of the video... hotness mann (the "CUTE" short haired girl)

lazy

lazy days + friends = day naps, intresting convos, thinking of things to do, day dreams, swimming, lazy people laying around, <3

i love lazy summer days with the homies har harrr

Nick

well nick its finally time to let the world revolve around you. Tomorrow is your b day :] and seriously looking foreward to a nice swim/bbq NOT at sycamore :D ahah. Anyways just wanted to say thanks for all the times we chilled, swam, went to vip, chilled at church, chilled at jays, chilled at my place, chilled at andrews pad, drove me, etc... we done a lot this summer haha i gotta say i got hella close to yousss :D you mahh buddy hehehehe :]

happy birthday

happy birthday brother.. its been a pleasure living, having fun, and growing up besides you. Lets continue to grow and stay close. Darky i always got your back.. thats love from your older brother. have a good one.. im effin tired now so ill tell you all this stuff later when i get you your gift.

smile

"keep ya head up" you know what... this year i learned a lot of crap... I can honostly say this junior year was quite the crappy year haha but in the end i cant say i regreted anything. I mean yea i broke my parents trust, lost close bonds, fell away from God multiple times, and just struggled to stay focused. But despite all those crappy things... i found a way to extract something good from them... expireince. I think when ever ppl face hardships, instead of crying like a lil baby i say u just "keep ya head up" and "smile" and learn from the mistakes rather than continuing to live a mistake.. thats my thoughts for today haha.

out of it.

soo mannn this weekend is finally over... i was soo out of it this whole weekend. haha like this whole weekend i was either extremely tired or friggen hyper... iono why... oh and on top of that i twisted my ankle -__-... i think i just need to sleep in tomorrow but atleast on the flip side my ankle is actualy pretty good now.. i just hurts when i put pressure on it. BY THE WAY! :D haha HAPPY b day madre and British Jane, and DARKY CHANG.

reach out

You know... its funny but as i was looking through some youtube videos i came across Lyricks the rapper and this one song really touched me haha. The guys actually really inspirational i mean.. hes taking his own talents and using them to glorify God. In the video above this shows him in his mission to Uganda and his primary mission from this video was to make known the hardships of the "invisible children" and why Christians need to keep praying and "reaching out". After all were here to glorify God and bring light to the world.

In Matthew 5:13-16:

You are the salt of the earth; but if the salt has lost its taste, how shall its saltiness be restored? ... You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hid... Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works and give glory to your Father who is in heaven.

It said we are the light of the world. We need to be able to shamelessly reach out to even people in America. It also said "a city set on a hill cannot be hid" meaning As the light of the world there should be no limits to where spreading God can take you. In the end of the video it said something like the "they are only invisible if we choose to ignore them" and i think thats soo true about even non Christians as well. As a christian i have the good news in me am i gonna stay silent? or am i gonna share this with everyone and not be greedy. So just like Lyricks making the invisible children well... visible using his talents to reach out to Uganda; lets follow the word and reach out as well. I give him props for being so dedicated to God. I wanna learn to discipline myself and become a better Christian, I wanna set a Christianly example rather than a hypocritical one, I wanna be able to shamelessly reach out to anyone, i wanna show the world God's love, I wanna live a life doing things for God, and enjoy the fact that i glorified God, and eventually i wanna see God face to face and enter the gates of heaven. that's my dream :]

JUST for your ewhin LOL

Soooo i forgot to add lil miss erin to my blog thing earlier so here it is... Well honestly i havnt hung out with you at all till this summer started. But since we started chilling together in our daily get togethers LOL ive learned that your are: funny, chill, hyper after drinking apple cider -_-, either cranky or sad when we wake you up from your sleep, tired a lot, pretty good at UFC, friendly, and theres other stuff i could say but i cant think of em at the moment. Bottom line it tiight how were chilling a lot lately :].

Well now for how my day went today. It was chill and hot... lol not much else to say haha. Lately its been the same old routine everyday... wake up at 9 and then when my mom and dad leave go back to sleep. Wake up again at 12 and shower get ready then call up the "usuals". haha then go chill with everyone :]... then leave prematurely for summer school at night :[. then endure a 2 and a half lecture. then go walking with moses and the group or micheal at 24... yea typical stuff... but i gotta say i LOVE IT. I love hanging out with the same individuals who i call best friends, i love doing stuff with them even though its the same old stuff... its days like this that will make me think back in the future and make me feel nostalgic. summer days haha...

my oh my.

Well this is the week that everyone who goes to summer school has been waiting for :]. THE LAST WEEK IS HERE! But... just because school hates us instead of celebrating like we used to in elementary (God bless those days) we must take time to study our butts off :[. So my friends... that is exactly what im not doing hehehe... cuz ima procrastinator -_____-. You know what... society makes it hard for people like me to study i mean... theres Blog Spots, Facebook, Myspace, Aim, Your friends want to chill, All these damn temptations -___-. HAHA i should be like Jesus, resist all the temptations and get right to the point. Just like in Mathew 4 when he was in the desert for 40 days fasting without food.. thats dedication. But yea i think i need to start disciplining myself ive been noticing that when my mom calls me a "lazy ddongkomong" shes not kidding about the lazy part... -__- lol. Im not getting any younger... im growing older. That means i need more maturity, responsibility, commitment to things i do, better relation with God, and better study habits. LOL its kinda weird thinking back to elementary years when i used to think... "im just a young kid i dont ever have to worry about jobs, school, and girls." Man those years slipped by fast thinking back and well now i am worrying about all that stuff. High school zoomed by too fast im already a senior :[

might as well..

So for a while now.. ive been reading other peoples guessing game/blog crap... and i wanna try it... cuz im bored and got no life haha.

by the way im just putting people up. The order of the people mean nothing.

1. Well... you first then. I met you back in 7th grade you and your friend threw paint balls at me.. cuz i was fat and different. But haha turns out despite our troubling past, you became one of my closest friends. Im glad we met cuz ever since the day you stopped throwing paint balls at me... we became best of friends and i couldnt replace you with anyone dawg... you tall freak of nature. haha inside joke ( remember your TEE TEE TEE laugh and my F.A.T)

2.well well... you dark lil shek haha. I gotta say we always fought since we were little. Yet despite our hardships were family. And i wouldnt replace you for anyone else. I cant say we never had fun, cuz to be honest we always did have fun. I remember on long family road trips we used to have "try not to laugh while we take turns making funny faces in the car" games and we ended up having soo much laugh attacks that mom and dad would get PISSED AT US. Yea im not the nicest person to you at times and your not the most respectful shek ever but regardless i got your back and i know u would get mine thats what fam does. Glad to have you by my side. lets stay close till were old men bradaaa.

3. Where to begin with you. You were also one of the individuals that threw paint balls at me...i remember you called me a stalker cuz i used to follow you around LOL. haha BUT... like the first person, you became one of my closest friends. im glad i got to know individuals like you. You never cease to make me laugh at the randomest crap haha. You moved pretty dam far.. but you moved closer to us again.. which only means ill be seeing lots of you more often. :] thats a good thing to know. Its nice to know i had, have, and will have friends like you.

4. haha where to begin with you man. Its funny how soo many of my closest friends hated my guts at first. YOU... instead of church people throwing paint balls at me. You wanted to jump me along with some of my (now) school friend (group). AHAHA i find it funny how you wanted to jump me couple years back but now.. literaly we talk and try to kick it everyday. Your one of those people that give true meaning to "homie" LOL i think i met you around freshmen year when we would bag on our female teachers arm pit sweating -___-. But yea ever since that ive always trusted you and i like how you always trusted me with stuff. True homie man haha. ill always get your back.

5.ahaha you ggangpae. I dont even know how the name ggangpae came up... it started of as mushroom but times have changed haha. Man i cant believe how much you changed though. YET there is one thing that never changed about you and me. You never were a jerk to me when i first came to church like those other two tall individuals. But you always had my back. I mean yea there are times when im probably annoying to you but ay... i trust you in one of those brother from another mother way haha. I seriously loved that one spot on the side of church where we kicked it all night ... haha you remember that i know you do. Well i know were gonna stay close and yea your one of the people who probably dont need it but ill always get your back. love your dog by the way.

6.AHAHA the memories i have with you... I remember you were always one of those funny fools i could never get enough of. LOL i loved fishing with you, chilling with you, laughing with you, laughing at YOU, just hanging with you in general. LOL seriously mann i dont think i could ever replace you... one of a kind you lil rowland sheki ddong haha. From all our missions, church outings, and regular outings. Every time im with you i always laugh up a storm. AHAHA i knoww i knoww i must get annoying at times always fooling around with you too much, but honostly its cuz your effin fun to horse around with and i would hate to not chill with you. AY study hard and anytime you want help or anything im always here mannn haha. I loved those old times at joes house (darky moments, Fun times... remember those?) lol

7.maannn I gotta say your one of my most generous friends.haha you cat goblin! Always giving rides... i feel like crap cuz your always so down to do anything for a friend. I really wish i could be more of a friend to you haha. I mean daang youve always done stuff that everyone wants to do.. and i think your one of those friends that are pretty dammn genuine. haha BUT DAMN YOU GOT SOME DARK NIPPLES haha jk. but your sexy haha. Man i love how were kicking it soo much lately hahaha almost everyday walking moses's dog, swimming, chilling, enjoying summer, enjoying friends, enjoying youth. ahah God blessed me to have someone as tight as you. Roubians class was fun with you but mannn study hard! pass that catcher in the rye test for summer school!

8.MAnnn your like my only friend that dances like a friggen jabbawockee or something. HAHA i gotta say being around you gives me a lot of energy and for some reason i love to laugh around you. haha I got to chill with you qutie a lot this summer.. and man its been an honor LOL! but yea seriously its been hella fun chilling with you and even though your house is a friggen sauna.. i enjoyed chilling with you there and laughing at your lil chiauaus fight... iono how to spell that lol. but yea those lil taco bell dogs that shake haha. keep dancing my friend LOL!

9.MANNNn i love you fool! hahaha i can trust you with anything.. and no matter what you wont judge me. I love how i can relate and grow with you in God and at the same time kick it with you. I remember summer school was kotke was a DRAGG but that hawk that hit the window was HILRIOUS pretty "nifty" ay? hahaha I used to be jealous of how built you were from football.. but you broke your arm -___-.. lets go work out again my lil football star LOL... that was gay.. thanks for everything buddy.

10. AY mannn iono why but before this summer and stuff i felt weird around you... but CRAAP was i wrong i LOVE kicking it with you haha. People who think your wierd or creepy are seriously WACK mann i seriously love kicking it with you your soo effin funny sometimes. LOL. Iono even though we only got really close this summer your one of those friends that i feel like ive known personally for a really long time. Hell im got to know you this summer soo much better. Camping and all out hang outs were hella fun. Retreats gonna be hella fun too. I cant wait to kick it again with you probably tomorrow too. we should go jogging again since well... we are neighbors haha. by the way anytime you wanna talk or wat evers lol like i said we are neighbors :]

11. You gamer! lol but mann you look soo damm fresh with your new hair style haha. But yea we met quite a while back but we got closer this summer fersure... haha mannn its been fun hanging with you lately. I love your down to earth lazy attitude it makes me laugh a lot haha. ANd your swimming pool is friggen orgasmic when its a hot boring day LOL. jk but seriously yeaaa haha. WE seriously gotta kick it more alright.

12. Man the times we had together... all those times kicking it in san dimas, sleeping over, going deep sea fishing with darky, cambodia and mexico (twice). I will never forget all those times man. HAHA great times haha. I gotta say your quite the ladies man but before anything else... your a great homie, and brother in Christ. Seriuosly i know your graduated and crap now.. but ay we better still kick it haha.

more too come... when i can think of more too write.

siighh.... Mondays.

Today is sooo damnn slowww... So lemme tell you how my day is going right now. So last night or early morning i was staying up reading a thousand splendid suns (good book) but the problem was i didnt know it was already 2 when i stopped reading. Unfortunately for me, I have a Campus tour for Biola. I had to wake up at 8... i didnt feel to happy lol. So the tour wasnt to bad, and i liked the school. The only problem was the friggen heat haha. My dad took every oppertunity to go sit in the shade it was kinda funny seeing him doing that. Then the highlight of my day was... i ate in n out :D. Then i went home... only to be ordered to count a bunch of coins that my dad saved for years -____-.So ive been counting 15 pounds of pennys and nickles. yay me. I dont know if this is punishment or chores... lol but yea its suppose to go to my moms birthday gift soo... atleast it aint pointless. This day proves that mondays are no fun for me.

like a sauna

my house is hot like a friggen sauna...

days like this.

Today was the kind of days when everything goes by super slowly... yet you have all your homies to chill with. So im at Nick's house right now sleeping over. yeaaa its a cock fest, but ay i dont care, im having fun haha. Cant say today was the most action packed day ever... but it was still super chill and i love "days like this."
damit though.. i still need to watch harry friggen potter mannn someone go take me... while we're at it lets movie hop and watch transformers and the hangover as well -___-... its been a while since ive been at the movies haha.

blah

hello. my name is josh. id like to tell you a couple things about myself. Lets start off with the basics. i am korean, but i dont like korean food... in fact i love the opposite.. i love fat, unhealthy, greasy food...(except galbi that crap is ok with me). I lived in Hawaii for 10 years. I have a younger brother named Darky chang .. haha jus kidding his name is joseph but hes still dark lol my mom calls him darky too. I love boarding, snowboarding, surfing, skateboarding, longboarding, i cant think of other boarding stuff but im sure you get the picture. I love God. I love chilli and rice mixed with tobasco sauce. I suck at grammer...haha. I wish i was taller. Life at Diamond Bar high has zipped by too fast. I am a senior but i feel like a sophmore. Its currently 1:30 at night and i cant fall asleep cuz ima loser :[. Sometimes when im tired i begin to act drunk. When im in that drunken tired stage i love to laugh like a retarted monkey. Oh yea i like to laugh. I like to chill. I like girls. I like boys... in that non homoish way. I love the homies that love me back. I love music that can make my head bobble like a bobble head. I like people who like me. I love to sleep. I like to say LOL a lot. I like to dream. I like to day dream in my sociology class. I dont like hw. I love church. I love the people at church. Church can be so fun har har. I think this has got to be the stupidest blog ever but i dont care.. this is what happens when your bored and you got insomnia... fml -__-. I think fml is hilarious; i like to laugh at individuals with strange misfortunes... but i feel bad for laughing afterwards. get to know me.. i dont bite... well sometimes i might bite you but yea... peace out

p.s. i know i suck at spelling and grammer leave me alone.. LOL

this is how i chill from 92 till

haha... well its friggen 2 in the morning right now... and whats weird is.. im not sleepy -__-. I can honostly say my sleeping clock is jacked UP. haha but ah well thats the point of summer right? lol. So im also doing my 3 page essay thats due tomorrow -__- oh joy.. haha i really gotta practice staying focused though haha i always end up either reminiscing about the past or finding some other random crap to do. LOl speaking of reminiscing ive noticed... i miss the good ol days A LOT haha like the days when you and your lil circle of friends would just play all day and sit on that playground or tree at sunset and kick it and talk. Then go play ball at the courts till 11 at night to the point where your parents would start screaming at you to come home... haha or even the summers when i would kick it at a friends house pulling an all night cuz yall were gonna go fishing the next day with a buncha other fools. And yall would make videos cuz yall were like all tired and it was like you guys were high haha... man.... if you havnt noticed already those were the times i chilled in hawaii and last year summer at joes house ... man chill times i miss em like hell haha but ay u cant relive em' no more so might as well make new memories right? haha I got so much more memories to share lol but ehh maybe we can go kick it one lazy summer night and ill tell u all about that kinda stuff just hit me up :] lol so im listening to this one song called 93 till infinity - souls of mischief .. actualy its in my music playlist haha it has this one line in there that says "this is how we chill from 93 till" haha iono why but it makes me feel nostalgic... guess thats the title of this blog haha since it was all about my lil blast of the past -___- dam i must be tired cuz i must be sounding pretty gay right now haha. this is how i chill from 92 till? lol i like that for some reason haha anyways... im seriously talking about stupid stuff right now sooo gnites yall haha.

lazy mondays

You know what.. i hate mondays lol. I hate how its the day when the weekend was a thing of the past and the school week begins again -__-. LOL but yea daaang it feels like a lazy day though haha so far... i just slowly woke up listening to the sound of my brother watching spongebob and to be honost, even though its already 1:00 im still a bit sleepy.. and really hungry too LOL. ah well thats what my mornings are like usualy haha, but i dont think i should go out today sadly :[ i gotta study and be "da gud boi" and get an A plus otherwise face the wrath of my madre y padre. well... thats all i can think of writing about for now.. haha maybe its still to early in the.. afternoon for me to think of something lol. laters

LOL

haha i cannot believe i made one of these :]... iono i guess i was talking to pola about it and i wanted to make one now :]. SOOOO man i gotta say i hate summer school, tests, and papers, specialy when i got summer school at night and i gotta BIG test tomorrow and a 3 page paper due the next day -__- sucksss haha. But yea thats enough of the negative ranting. But seriously i really dont got much to be upset about just that stuff.. lol things are great right now... its hot as hell but ay it promotes swimming! Another cool thing is ive been kicking it with so many people.. like every day haha man to be honost LIFE IS GOOD LOL. So far this summer ive gotten darker :D, met new people, got closer to people, stayed close to people, found a way to look at the bright side in the darkest situations, and live like a lazy bum <3.>--< <--- mustache man LOL