happy birthday

happy birthday brother.. its been a pleasure living, having fun, and growing up besides you. Lets continue to grow and stay close. Darky i always got your back.. thats love from your older brother. have a good one.. im effin tired now so ill tell you all this stuff later when i get you your gift.

smile

"keep ya head up" you know what... this year i learned a lot of crap... I can honostly say this junior year was quite the crappy year haha but in the end i cant say i regreted anything. I mean yea i broke my parents trust, lost close bonds, fell away from God multiple times, and just struggled to stay focused. But despite all those crappy things... i found a way to extract something good from them... expireince. I think when ever ppl face hardships, instead of crying like a lil baby i say u just "keep ya head up" and "smile" and learn from the mistakes rather than continuing to live a mistake.. thats my thoughts for today haha.

out of it.

soo mannn this weekend is finally over... i was soo out of it this whole weekend. haha like this whole weekend i was either extremely tired or friggen hyper... iono why... oh and on top of that i twisted my ankle -__-... i think i just need to sleep in tomorrow but atleast on the flip side my ankle is actualy pretty good now.. i just hurts when i put pressure on it. BY THE WAY! :D haha HAPPY b day madre and British Jane, and DARKY CHANG.

reach out

You know... its funny but as i was looking through some youtube videos i came across Lyricks the rapper and this one song really touched me haha. The guys actually really inspirational i mean.. hes taking his own talents and using them to glorify God. In the video above this shows him in his mission to Uganda and his primary mission from this video was to make known the hardships of the "invisible children" and why Christians need to keep praying and "reaching out". After all were here to glorify God and bring light to the world.

In Matthew 5:13-16:

You are the salt of the earth; but if the salt has lost its taste, how shall its saltiness be restored? ... You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hid... Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works and give glory to your Father who is in heaven.

It said we are the light of the world. We need to be able to shamelessly reach out to even people in America. It also said "a city set on a hill cannot be hid" meaning As the light of the world there should be no limits to where spreading God can take you. In the end of the video it said something like the "they are only invisible if we choose to ignore them" and i think thats soo true about even non Christians as well. As a christian i have the good news in me am i gonna stay silent? or am i gonna share this with everyone and not be greedy. So just like Lyricks making the invisible children well... visible using his talents to reach out to Uganda; lets follow the word and reach out as well. I give him props for being so dedicated to God. I wanna learn to discipline myself and become a better Christian, I wanna set a Christianly example rather than a hypocritical one, I wanna be able to shamelessly reach out to anyone, i wanna show the world God's love, I wanna live a life doing things for God, and enjoy the fact that i glorified God, and eventually i wanna see God face to face and enter the gates of heaven. that's my dream :]

JUST for your ewhin LOL

Soooo i forgot to add lil miss erin to my blog thing earlier so here it is... Well honestly i havnt hung out with you at all till this summer started. But since we started chilling together in our daily get togethers LOL ive learned that your are: funny, chill, hyper after drinking apple cider -_-, either cranky or sad when we wake you up from your sleep, tired a lot, pretty good at UFC, friendly, and theres other stuff i could say but i cant think of em at the moment. Bottom line it tiight how were chilling a lot lately :].

Well now for how my day went today. It was chill and hot... lol not much else to say haha. Lately its been the same old routine everyday... wake up at 9 and then when my mom and dad leave go back to sleep. Wake up again at 12 and shower get ready then call up the "usuals". haha then go chill with everyone :]... then leave prematurely for summer school at night :[. then endure a 2 and a half lecture. then go walking with moses and the group or micheal at 24... yea typical stuff... but i gotta say i LOVE IT. I love hanging out with the same individuals who i call best friends, i love doing stuff with them even though its the same old stuff... its days like this that will make me think back in the future and make me feel nostalgic. summer days haha...

my oh my.

Well this is the week that everyone who goes to summer school has been waiting for :]. THE LAST WEEK IS HERE! But... just because school hates us instead of celebrating like we used to in elementary (God bless those days) we must take time to study our butts off :[. So my friends... that is exactly what im not doing hehehe... cuz ima procrastinator -_____-. You know what... society makes it hard for people like me to study i mean... theres Blog Spots, Facebook, Myspace, Aim, Your friends want to chill, All these damn temptations -___-. HAHA i should be like Jesus, resist all the temptations and get right to the point. Just like in Mathew 4 when he was in the desert for 40 days fasting without food.. thats dedication. But yea i think i need to start disciplining myself ive been noticing that when my mom calls me a "lazy ddongkomong" shes not kidding about the lazy part... -__- lol. Im not getting any younger... im growing older. That means i need more maturity, responsibility, commitment to things i do, better relation with God, and better study habits. LOL its kinda weird thinking back to elementary years when i used to think... "im just a young kid i dont ever have to worry about jobs, school, and girls." Man those years slipped by fast thinking back and well now i am worrying about all that stuff. High school zoomed by too fast im already a senior :[

might as well..

So for a while now.. ive been reading other peoples guessing game/blog crap... and i wanna try it... cuz im bored and got no life haha.

by the way im just putting people up. The order of the people mean nothing.

1. Well... you first then. I met you back in 7th grade you and your friend threw paint balls at me.. cuz i was fat and different. But haha turns out despite our troubling past, you became one of my closest friends. Im glad we met cuz ever since the day you stopped throwing paint balls at me... we became best of friends and i couldnt replace you with anyone dawg... you tall freak of nature. haha inside joke ( remember your TEE TEE TEE laugh and my F.A.T)

2.well well... you dark lil shek haha. I gotta say we always fought since we were little. Yet despite our hardships were family. And i wouldnt replace you for anyone else. I cant say we never had fun, cuz to be honest we always did have fun. I remember on long family road trips we used to have "try not to laugh while we take turns making funny faces in the car" games and we ended up having soo much laugh attacks that mom and dad would get PISSED AT US. Yea im not the nicest person to you at times and your not the most respectful shek ever but regardless i got your back and i know u would get mine thats what fam does. Glad to have you by my side. lets stay close till were old men bradaaa.

3. Where to begin with you. You were also one of the individuals that threw paint balls at me...i remember you called me a stalker cuz i used to follow you around LOL. haha BUT... like the first person, you became one of my closest friends. im glad i got to know individuals like you. You never cease to make me laugh at the randomest crap haha. You moved pretty dam far.. but you moved closer to us again.. which only means ill be seeing lots of you more often. :] thats a good thing to know. Its nice to know i had, have, and will have friends like you.

4. haha where to begin with you man. Its funny how soo many of my closest friends hated my guts at first. YOU... instead of church people throwing paint balls at me. You wanted to jump me along with some of my (now) school friend (group). AHAHA i find it funny how you wanted to jump me couple years back but now.. literaly we talk and try to kick it everyday. Your one of those people that give true meaning to "homie" LOL i think i met you around freshmen year when we would bag on our female teachers arm pit sweating -___-. But yea ever since that ive always trusted you and i like how you always trusted me with stuff. True homie man haha. ill always get your back.

5.ahaha you ggangpae. I dont even know how the name ggangpae came up... it started of as mushroom but times have changed haha. Man i cant believe how much you changed though. YET there is one thing that never changed about you and me. You never were a jerk to me when i first came to church like those other two tall individuals. But you always had my back. I mean yea there are times when im probably annoying to you but ay... i trust you in one of those brother from another mother way haha. I seriously loved that one spot on the side of church where we kicked it all night ... haha you remember that i know you do. Well i know were gonna stay close and yea your one of the people who probably dont need it but ill always get your back. love your dog by the way.

6.AHAHA the memories i have with you... I remember you were always one of those funny fools i could never get enough of. LOL i loved fishing with you, chilling with you, laughing with you, laughing at YOU, just hanging with you in general. LOL seriously mann i dont think i could ever replace you... one of a kind you lil rowland sheki ddong haha. From all our missions, church outings, and regular outings. Every time im with you i always laugh up a storm. AHAHA i knoww i knoww i must get annoying at times always fooling around with you too much, but honostly its cuz your effin fun to horse around with and i would hate to not chill with you. AY study hard and anytime you want help or anything im always here mannn haha. I loved those old times at joes house (darky moments, Fun times... remember those?) lol

7.maannn I gotta say your one of my most generous friends.haha you cat goblin! Always giving rides... i feel like crap cuz your always so down to do anything for a friend. I really wish i could be more of a friend to you haha. I mean daang youve always done stuff that everyone wants to do.. and i think your one of those friends that are pretty dammn genuine. haha BUT DAMN YOU GOT SOME DARK NIPPLES haha jk. but your sexy haha. Man i love how were kicking it soo much lately hahaha almost everyday walking moses's dog, swimming, chilling, enjoying summer, enjoying friends, enjoying youth. ahah God blessed me to have someone as tight as you. Roubians class was fun with you but mannn study hard! pass that catcher in the rye test for summer school!

8.MAnnn your like my only friend that dances like a friggen jabbawockee or something. HAHA i gotta say being around you gives me a lot of energy and for some reason i love to laugh around you. haha I got to chill with you qutie a lot this summer.. and man its been an honor LOL! but yea seriously its been hella fun chilling with you and even though your house is a friggen sauna.. i enjoyed chilling with you there and laughing at your lil chiauaus fight... iono how to spell that lol. but yea those lil taco bell dogs that shake haha. keep dancing my friend LOL!

9.MANNNn i love you fool! hahaha i can trust you with anything.. and no matter what you wont judge me. I love how i can relate and grow with you in God and at the same time kick it with you. I remember summer school was kotke was a DRAGG but that hawk that hit the window was HILRIOUS pretty "nifty" ay? hahaha I used to be jealous of how built you were from football.. but you broke your arm -___-.. lets go work out again my lil football star LOL... that was gay.. thanks for everything buddy.

10. AY mannn iono why but before this summer and stuff i felt weird around you... but CRAAP was i wrong i LOVE kicking it with you haha. People who think your wierd or creepy are seriously WACK mann i seriously love kicking it with you your soo effin funny sometimes. LOL. Iono even though we only got really close this summer your one of those friends that i feel like ive known personally for a really long time. Hell im got to know you this summer soo much better. Camping and all out hang outs were hella fun. Retreats gonna be hella fun too. I cant wait to kick it again with you probably tomorrow too. we should go jogging again since well... we are neighbors haha. by the way anytime you wanna talk or wat evers lol like i said we are neighbors :]

11. You gamer! lol but mann you look soo damm fresh with your new hair style haha. But yea we met quite a while back but we got closer this summer fersure... haha mannn its been fun hanging with you lately. I love your down to earth lazy attitude it makes me laugh a lot haha. ANd your swimming pool is friggen orgasmic when its a hot boring day LOL. jk but seriously yeaaa haha. WE seriously gotta kick it more alright.

12. Man the times we had together... all those times kicking it in san dimas, sleeping over, going deep sea fishing with darky, cambodia and mexico (twice). I will never forget all those times man. HAHA great times haha. I gotta say your quite the ladies man but before anything else... your a great homie, and brother in Christ. Seriuosly i know your graduated and crap now.. but ay we better still kick it haha.

more too come... when i can think of more too write.

siighh.... Mondays.

Today is sooo damnn slowww... So lemme tell you how my day is going right now. So last night or early morning i was staying up reading a thousand splendid suns (good book) but the problem was i didnt know it was already 2 when i stopped reading. Unfortunately for me, I have a Campus tour for Biola. I had to wake up at 8... i didnt feel to happy lol. So the tour wasnt to bad, and i liked the school. The only problem was the friggen heat haha. My dad took every oppertunity to go sit in the shade it was kinda funny seeing him doing that. Then the highlight of my day was... i ate in n out :D. Then i went home... only to be ordered to count a bunch of coins that my dad saved for years -____-.So ive been counting 15 pounds of pennys and nickles. yay me. I dont know if this is punishment or chores... lol but yea its suppose to go to my moms birthday gift soo... atleast it aint pointless. This day proves that mondays are no fun for me.

like a sauna

my house is hot like a friggen sauna...

days like this.

Today was the kind of days when everything goes by super slowly... yet you have all your homies to chill with. So im at Nick's house right now sleeping over. yeaaa its a cock fest, but ay i dont care, im having fun haha. Cant say today was the most action packed day ever... but it was still super chill and i love "days like this."
damit though.. i still need to watch harry friggen potter mannn someone go take me... while we're at it lets movie hop and watch transformers and the hangover as well -___-... its been a while since ive been at the movies haha.

blah

hello. my name is josh. id like to tell you a couple things about myself. Lets start off with the basics. i am korean, but i dont like korean food... in fact i love the opposite.. i love fat, unhealthy, greasy food...(except galbi that crap is ok with me). I lived in Hawaii for 10 years. I have a younger brother named Darky chang .. haha jus kidding his name is joseph but hes still dark lol my mom calls him darky too. I love boarding, snowboarding, surfing, skateboarding, longboarding, i cant think of other boarding stuff but im sure you get the picture. I love God. I love chilli and rice mixed with tobasco sauce. I suck at grammer...haha. I wish i was taller. Life at Diamond Bar high has zipped by too fast. I am a senior but i feel like a sophmore. Its currently 1:30 at night and i cant fall asleep cuz ima loser :[. Sometimes when im tired i begin to act drunk. When im in that drunken tired stage i love to laugh like a retarted monkey. Oh yea i like to laugh. I like to chill. I like girls. I like boys... in that non homoish way. I love the homies that love me back. I love music that can make my head bobble like a bobble head. I like people who like me. I love to sleep. I like to say LOL a lot. I like to dream. I like to day dream in my sociology class. I dont like hw. I love church. I love the people at church. Church can be so fun har har. I think this has got to be the stupidest blog ever but i dont care.. this is what happens when your bored and you got insomnia... fml -__-. I think fml is hilarious; i like to laugh at individuals with strange misfortunes... but i feel bad for laughing afterwards. get to know me.. i dont bite... well sometimes i might bite you but yea... peace out

p.s. i know i suck at spelling and grammer leave me alone.. LOL

this is how i chill from 92 till

haha... well its friggen 2 in the morning right now... and whats weird is.. im not sleepy -__-. I can honostly say my sleeping clock is jacked UP. haha but ah well thats the point of summer right? lol. So im also doing my 3 page essay thats due tomorrow -__- oh joy.. haha i really gotta practice staying focused though haha i always end up either reminiscing about the past or finding some other random crap to do. LOl speaking of reminiscing ive noticed... i miss the good ol days A LOT haha like the days when you and your lil circle of friends would just play all day and sit on that playground or tree at sunset and kick it and talk. Then go play ball at the courts till 11 at night to the point where your parents would start screaming at you to come home... haha or even the summers when i would kick it at a friends house pulling an all night cuz yall were gonna go fishing the next day with a buncha other fools. And yall would make videos cuz yall were like all tired and it was like you guys were high haha... man.... if you havnt noticed already those were the times i chilled in hawaii and last year summer at joes house ... man chill times i miss em like hell haha but ay u cant relive em' no more so might as well make new memories right? haha I got so much more memories to share lol but ehh maybe we can go kick it one lazy summer night and ill tell u all about that kinda stuff just hit me up :] lol so im listening to this one song called 93 till infinity - souls of mischief .. actualy its in my music playlist haha it has this one line in there that says "this is how we chill from 93 till" haha iono why but it makes me feel nostalgic... guess thats the title of this blog haha since it was all about my lil blast of the past -___- dam i must be tired cuz i must be sounding pretty gay right now haha. this is how i chill from 92 till? lol i like that for some reason haha anyways... im seriously talking about stupid stuff right now sooo gnites yall haha.

lazy mondays

You know what.. i hate mondays lol. I hate how its the day when the weekend was a thing of the past and the school week begins again -__-. LOL but yea daaang it feels like a lazy day though haha so far... i just slowly woke up listening to the sound of my brother watching spongebob and to be honost, even though its already 1:00 im still a bit sleepy.. and really hungry too LOL. ah well thats what my mornings are like usualy haha, but i dont think i should go out today sadly :[ i gotta study and be "da gud boi" and get an A plus otherwise face the wrath of my madre y padre. well... thats all i can think of writing about for now.. haha maybe its still to early in the.. afternoon for me to think of something lol. laters

LOL

haha i cannot believe i made one of these :]... iono i guess i was talking to pola about it and i wanted to make one now :]. SOOOO man i gotta say i hate summer school, tests, and papers, specialy when i got summer school at night and i gotta BIG test tomorrow and a 3 page paper due the next day -__- sucksss haha. But yea thats enough of the negative ranting. But seriously i really dont got much to be upset about just that stuff.. lol things are great right now... its hot as hell but ay it promotes swimming! Another cool thing is ive been kicking it with so many people.. like every day haha man to be honost LIFE IS GOOD LOL. So far this summer ive gotten darker :D, met new people, got closer to people, stayed close to people, found a way to look at the bright side in the darkest situations, and live like a lazy bum <3.>--< <--- mustache man LOL