i hate...

getting into trouble... i cant drive and my parents made me take out my earrings thats so wack -___-

the tables in life can be turned around soo damn fast.. one minute my life is flying high as im trying to live the last bits of summer... tyring to fight off the nostalgic feelings of the past events this summer.. but hahah great job mann.. i get in trouble in the last bit of summer. Damn.. why do i have to make such stupid decisions sometimes... why do i forget how important obedience is.. i can be such a failure sometimes.. i hate that.. i hate being an effin failure, it kills me. i cant take the disgrace of letting down God ONCE again. letting my parents down ONCE again. I think thats one of my worst fears.. letting down the people i love. Not living up to their standards... jeez. How the tides in life can change from a nice high tide to a mind blowing low tide. well atleast i know the tides will rise again over time...