times are getting harder

so listen this is whats on my mind right now.. dont ask questions why or what evers im just venting out my thoughts... Things are getting wack now... too much crap being talked about us.. to much changes for the worst... friends getting into fights.. friends breaking apart.. Love breaking apart.. wthell mann is it just me or what is going on to everybody. Maybe im just over analyzing crap but yea.. i need change now. IM so sick of everything just flushing down the crap hole lately... what happened to the times where things were CLEAN FUN.. times where we would think about our lives and only see bliss, friendship, more days of fun up ahead, ignorance to the outside world of drugs,sex,crime. What happened to the simple times. haha i always knew things will only get harder but dang i didnt know there be so much change with it. its like i dont even recognize some people anymore.

anyways sorry bad day = i need to vent out somehow...

in the meantime theres a flip side.. who said that just cuz things in my eyes seem wack, makes everything messed up. Everyone has their bad days i guess mines just had to come today.. but days almost over and its a fresh start for me in a bout 10 minutes or less haha. Speaking of fresh start i cant wait for this winter to hit with full force... :] well a word of advice from me... dont keep the bad stuff from letting u smile... Smile all the time... even at the lil things dont let one bad day,friend,relationship,teacher,etc close your eyes to the wonders of the rest of the world God gave us.. and remember ignorance is bliss if yall know what im talking about... who said being innocent was ever a bad thing.
anyways time for me to stop venting like a weirdo and time for me to live life happily again. Sighh i need to rely on God remember... even through ur hardest moments doesnt mean God isnt always there.. he loves you and hes always got your back and Thank God i have him backing me up iono how id live without him :]. good riddance to this day.